trizfores and her fantasies in fanfic

An in depth look behind the scenes and into the mind of the author trizfores.

excuse my french but-- FUCK!!!

life has been a bummer lately as some of you may know, making me lose myself and drown in the fanfic world. with all my problems, i'm surprised that i'm still sane. but last night, things only seemed to get worse. my laptop crashed.

i will swear again, and not apologize... FUCK!!! it's the instument i use to write my fanfic. all my stories are on it. i'm worried because i don't know if i can retrieve my files. i pray that i do. yes, i do have backup copies in my flashdisk, but it isn't updated. so the latest writing i did the past few weeks weren't copied. argh! i can't remember preciseley what i wrote with all the shit in my head.

so pissed off because my instrument to vent, and the only thing that keeps me sane--my laptop, fucking crashed! i cried many times since it happened, and will continue to cry...

what the fucking hell have i done to deserve this? if this continues on, i will eventually burn out.

~bea :(


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behind the scenes

GREETINGS! this blog was put up so that you readers would know what i'm doing with my fanfic writing, and anything else related to fanfic. i enjoy reading a few others myself. my stories revolve around hermione granger paired with one of my favorite 3 slytherins--severus snape, lucuis malfoy, and draco malfoy. snape of course is my true love. i think having a thing for alan rickman is the cause of it all. happy reading! :)


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i am 20 something year old that enjoys writing mainly fanfiction in the harry potter universe. i have other things that intrest me such as TV shows and movies, but writing my fanfic is what i do most. so far, it's been a blast posting my stories up on the net, and knowing that people enjoy my work. who knows, maybe one day i'll have my own book. no original stories yet in my mind, so it's just fanfic for now.